February 16, 2009 10:20 PM

The waiting is over. Tomorrow the transplant occurs. Everything up to now has been the preliminaries leading up to this main show.

Am I nervous? Of course I am. I guess as evidence of that, my heart rate has been higher today than at any other time since I arrived. Not to worry, it’s not dangerously high by any means. But, obviously, the next (and last) step of my journey differs greatly from everything leading up to this moment and the unknown, for most of us, is most certainly accompanied with some level of anxiety. However, it is a step that I have to take and I have full faith that God is at my side as that step is made.

The transplant will occur some time in the afternoon but no one knows exactly when -because the delivery of the marrow is subject to the scheduling of the donor’s doctor.

I know that there will be no possible negative reaction on the part of my body tomorrow or even in the immediate days and weeks to follow. The real deal, so to speak, will not occur for at least 2 months when Graft Versus Host Disease (GVHD) could possibly start. As further testimony to this is the fact that I will go home within a day or so of the transplant and the doctor is only requiring 1 visit a week to the Dana-Farber Center in the weeks that follow.

As I mentioned yesterday, I did not know the impact of the fact that the donor’s blood type coincides with mine. The doctor said that it is definitely a plus because the transplant can take hold even quicker than otherwise. Though not a high priority criteria when selecting a donor, the doctors strive to get a blood type match, if at all possible. Again, thank you God that the most perfect of donors has been found.

Everything is still in perfect order regarding my condition, so let the show begin, I am ready….

Bob

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

As we are always a day behind in posting, this message is authored on the day of your transplant.
I have full faith in knowing that you will now begin the true healing process upon the entrance of your new marrow. I can only imagine about 1/10 of what you are feeling right now, but you should feel some easement knowing that there are many many prayers being said today for your healing. Dad when those nerves set in today refocus on the goods things that are to come and the additional opportunities that this procedure will afford you as I am confident for a positive and healthy recovery. The continued joy of seeing your grandchildren at their events, activities and just a family visit. The joys of continuing to create new memories with Mom and to be able to reflect on these moments. The joys and comfort of the positive people that surroud you and their support and friendship. Most of all the joy of family and the values that should be cherished and nurtured. The love that you have provided me has taught me about solidarity, which brings about the teachings of virtue, sensitivity and assertiveness. So I guess the concept of this journey has made me conceptualize metaphorically. This journey has implied purpose, progress, obstacles, layovers, perserverance and arrival, and we have arrived at this pivotal moment. The moment of a new beginning in a lot of respects. Everything that moves and changes is a journey and to be at this crossroad is another new chapter. With the closing of this passage I welcome this new beginning while moving forward to continue to maintain and cherish the love and support your family and friends surround you with.
All my love,
Jen

Skoja said...

I will lit a light for you tonight - a green one - for hope. I wish you the very best of luck on your transplant day. My thoughts are with you.
Janne