November 13, 2008 5:55 PM

Let’s begin with the really good news! Happy Birthday, Jen!!! (She’s one of my daughters)

Well, I am sitting here pondering what to say today. In many ways, it’s been uneventful. In other ways, it has its fair share of things that have gone on.

Of course, the biggy is that the 7 day chemo regimen is over. It means that I do not have to remain tethered to an IV pole 24/7. What does that mean? It means that I can now shower! Which is precisely what I did this morning! It also means that at times, I can feel like a real live human being because I do not have to be connected to it 24/7 any longer! When I first got here, the nurses told me that some patients were not only physically attached to the pole – they became emotionally attached as well and would give the pole a name! Personally, I think that there must be something seriously missing in your love life if you have to backfill it with an IV pole!

More importantly, everything is still going according to plan. But, for me, there is still an element of the surreal about everything. I have felt fine from the get go and continue to so. Other than being tired at times, I have never had any problems. I am certainly not complaining, mind you, and I am grateful for every “feel good” moment. I would certainly have to say that any and all prayers have been answered so far. And I thank each and every one of you who is thinking of me in that regard.

Next Tuesday is when the bone marrow biopsy will be done according to the doctor’s comments this morning. Final results will be available on Friday. That result is a BIG DEAL. Because if everything is in full remission, I get to stay here for another 2 weeks and then go home for a bit before we launch in part 2 of the program. If it is not in remission, then I go back to a 5 day chemo regimen and have to remain here for another 4 weeks. For all of you who are praying for me – let me give you a hint – I prefer the 2 week option!!

As an aside, so many of you have commented about my writing style. As I said at the outset it was just going to be a stream of consciousness thing about what is going on here. That is what makes it so easy to write about. I know that I get carried away with it at times and have a little fun. But, you know, I have the time and that’s me! And isn’t that what writing is all about – taking you and your thoughts and simply bringing them to the printed (in this case, electronic!) page. I’m glad that you enjoy the entries and I am happy to get such comments because it means that I am not writing simply to express myself but that there are many people who do care enough to take the time to read my meanderings and find them of some value. Again, thanks to all of you!

Funny, when I sit down to compose the entry for the day, I kind of wonder what I am going to say and before you know it - a whole page of ideas have been put down. I keep thinking that I have set the bar so high that I will feel like I’m shortchanging everyone if I don’t keep up the pace. But, you know what? I’ll get over it!

Tonight’s the Pats game which, obviously, I will watch.

Go Pats (sorry Paul)

Bob

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hi Bob,
I'm glad to hear that you have not become emotionally attached to your IV pole to a point you have to name it. The folks here at Nortel keep asking and talking about you, many of them read your daily blog and are happy and encouraged about your attitude and progress.
If there is anything we can do to relieve any boredom you may have, let me know. We held an OWN-IT session for :"Keeping Bob Busy" and we can forward the spreadsheet and assignments for you - ha ha, just kidding.
I'm off the week of Thanksgiving and would like to stop by for a visit.

Best Wishes, Rick

Anonymous said...

Hi Bob,

Just a quick hello from Baltimore. Please notice we have joined the world of blogging! Hope you continue to progress as "scheduled", and we will of course pray for option #1.

Love,
Barbara and Ben

Anonymous said...

testing ...

JSG said...

Dear Uncle Bob,
We're sending good wishes and thoughts to you from Baltimore. We'll watch the posts to see how you're doing; glad so far that all is going as hoped.

Love,
Jayne, Elliott, and Arenal

Unknown said...

Hi Bob and Nancy,
Just read through your postings and am 'on board' with all the hospital updates and the shocking intrusion that all this poses for you. How quickly hospital stuff sets the agenda for your days and intrudes on your thoughts. Harry's and my thoughts and prayers for your healing and strength are being lifted today and will be everyday.

Too bad your window view is so enchanting! Rooftops are not too imaginative. I am sitting in my breakfast nook overlooking our backyard pond. The great heron spent some time walking around the edges of the pond, slinking through the cattails, searching for frogs. I think most of the frogs must be down in the mud by now.
Our favorite heron story is about the morning 'he' tried to swallow a foot-long goldfish, hanging from his mouth. For several years, I had stocked the pond with a dozen pet store goldfish on Mother's Day, and for several years they had survived through the winters, becoming quite big and fat. This bright orange goldfish was simply too big. The encounter ended unsuccessfully for both the fish, which died, and the heron, which went away hungry. Then one year the winter was so severe, the goldfish all died.

Then recently, to amuse our grandchildren, I purchased three beautiful koy fish which we released into the pond. They immediately swam to the far side of the pond, exploring their brave, new world. Watching them swim, I was impressed with the wake they were creating as they moved through the water. I quickly discovered that the giant snapping turtle was on the hunt, and had a glorious banquet out of my three koy. They had cost $20 each and survived aprox 36 hours!

As I look at my pond, I understand how Monet could paint his pond, with bridge and rowboat over and over again. The light is always changing, and each season brings new interest. On bright days the water reflects a lot of blue, and on overcast days the water is dark.

It is the season to fill up my bird feeders and try to outsmart the squirrel. No matter what I do, he takes his share, which I don't really mind. He has to live, too. Last winter we had a racoon, sitting on the deck railing, helping himself to the sunflower seeds. Racoons are fearless, gazing back at us non-challantly from our window.

I saw something new today at the pond - a kingfisher diving for his breakfast. Plunging straight down and nabbing a minnow or tadpole, and resting in a nearby tree to slide the creature down his gullet. I watched him for about 5 minutes and then he was gone.

I hope your appetite returns soon and your energy too. I don't know what your favorite foods are, but some of my favorites are soups. No matter how I'm feeling, or what the weather, there's a soup or stew that fits the day. Then, of course, there's pumkin pie...

God be with you today. Love, Barbara and Harry

L and P said...

J E T S, Jets Jets Jets

say it again says Fireman Ed

J E T S, Jets Jets Jets

Final score 34 to 31